102909 - 110709 : Mirror

Even though I missed Halloween for the second year in a row,
it was all worth it.

I used to be so unsure, so indecisive, so ashamed of my life,
especially my beliefs.

Now,
I'm sure of myself.
I know what I want,
and I'm very sure of what I believe in.

Sure, I'll still care if you think my religion's some kind of "cult" and if you judge me inside and out;
but hey, I'm way ahead of you.
I've most likely been "reading" you since we've met,
so we're even (;

I believe in what I believe.
And my most recent trip to Japan was a time of development for me.

Maybe I just needed to put myself out of my place in order to find my niche.
Does that make sense to you?
Oh, whatever. It makes all the sense in the world to me.